However, despite rejection from everyone and from almost everything in life, I have never stopped my duties towards God never stopped my daily puja and never stopped my daily transcendental meditation that I have started at a very young age of sixteen. No one said on my face but many were under the impression that am “an unlucky fellow”. Everything I attempted to do in life had just bombed. There was literally no way out for me that time. Finally, one day, I ended up as a penniless guy more so a guy with many uncleared loans.

All the innovative business plans, that I have enthusiastically designed to earn big money on my own, have bombed on my face. Suddenly, I have started seeing gloom and darkness all around me. As a result of that erratic decision, that day, I, as a jobless person, had to see enormous sarcasm from friends rejection from family, dejection from life and despair from all the corners of the world. However, my destiny had thought otherwise and had mercilessly started showing me the true colors of life. My fiancee, Anuradha, who later had become my wife, had thought, “crazy fellow but brainy fellow. My Dad thought, “my son is an extraordinary idiot”. I should live life like a free bird and not a caged bird”. So refused to accept that job. I thought, “these jobs are not for great adventurous souls like me. Those were also the beginning days of my career, however, due to my arrogance I refused a lucrative Bank Officer job, after receiving the posting orders. In those days, I was a flamboyant personality and had always lived life the way I want to. I don’t remember who, how, when and where this all powerful Sri Venkateswara Maha Mantra was taught to me, but, I clearly remember that, “It was about twenty five years ago, while I was going through one of the most difficult phases of my life, I received this Mantra”. Similarly, there’s no difference between mantra and Guru.

Meaning : “O’ Devi, there’s no difference between mantra and deities. Bhakthi kramaa priye” – Lord Siva to Goddess Parvati in Tantraraj Tantra, 1.30

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